Recently i have or will have:
I do not understand why i have been doing this....
I have Reduced down to 3 cups of coffee a day from 3 pots of coffee a day. Stopping Smoking 06-28-10. Stopped eating meat 60 days ago. Stopped cutting my hair as of 06-10-10.
I can only presume I am setting myself free------------as best i can alone. I will never be truly free until work ends but until work ends these are steps i can take internally and externally.
I continue to be dismayed by the economic problems the public turns a blind eye to. I believe this mass blindness is a defense mechanism, for the Deer Hunting for Jesus people, who are unable to come to grips with the fact that we are witnessing the literal collapse of our society. This mass blindness prevents the understanding that in a very short amount of time the bizarre construction known as the American way of life will be gone...the result of the Bush authorized years of robbery.
So very few are prepared for what is coming---I struggle at work---the brunt of criticism and comments from conservatives who believe my urban homesteading lifestyle is a left wing commie pinko socialist political statement. These are the drill baby drill asswipes.............living in their mortgaged to the hilt---lawyer suburban mansion which are currently unsurvivable, unsellable, the garage filled with 8 mpg...SUV's---perhaps if i am charitable i think them confused, uneducated, but as they roll their eyes at my lifestyle i consider them the both the cause of what is coming and pity for them for what is coming.
I had hoped as time progressed..... as more and more evidence was produced, (such as the links below), there would be more outrage followed by an acceptance of preparation...the people around me are so lost....so blind....so stupid.
They are so unused to thinking for themselves at this point they are incapable. One day very soon when they are prodding me about how it's all Obama's fault and he will be gone in 2012 and then things will be fine again----i have always kept quiet in response but soon---very soon---------i am going to break down and explain to them how they and their children are going to starve to death in the cold and dark because of their inability to out think their idiotic beliefs.
I constructed a Sleeve knife this weekend out of this very thin, Cold Steel knife and Sheath. This particular knife was not designed for this purpose. Adding a webbing strap and a black elastic hair band, makes a perfect sleeve knife. I'm going to test this knife this week at work and will advise how well this concept works.............
Every government is a parliament of whores. The trouble is, in a democracy, the whores are us.
P. J. O'Rourke
P. J. O'Rourke